Angie's Junkyard*

it was hella party! thank you friends

….of a good man are ordered by the lord: and he delighteth in his way. -psalm 37:23. this is the verse that i hold close to my heart on as you turn 23, meaggie..

meagan turns 23 this week ! happy birthday sweetheart. this is the collection of photos that i took during her bday party in A & W on her 23rd birthday…* i hope you had a blast *

its been awhile. a very very very long whilee! i know there has been a major lack of updates from my end.. particularly with my close family and friends who are frustrated with my lack of replies and updates. sammie, zini, dan dan, kevin… im dreadfully sorry. i will get to those emails and fb messages and blog updates asap!

i keep reminding myself that i should make an effort to blog more regularly, especially since my blog is the only avenue that i use to update my friends about the ins and outs of my life…

admittedly, i havent had much of an urge to write about my life of late. i think im still groping my way around 2009. i feel very unsettled. theres much to do, much to think about. especially as i enter into my new life in the UK.. i leave in 3 weeks, friends! can you believe it? take a sneak peak of what fairford leys in aylesbury looks like..

there is a flurry of excitement that comes with leaving KL, but then i wonder. is there much in KL for me still? its def. always gonna be the place that I’ll call home. but so much has changed these past few years. two of my bestest girlfriends (ee-ping and rastina) just gotten married and delivered a baby; my sister is very settled in Melbourne and now attached with a new boy, mum dad gin are aging, my good friend is contemplating to return to KL from Singapore, i made many many great friendships and rekindled old bonds …things are not how they used to be anymore…

there is this agonizing feeling of not knowing where i should be… at times, i feel like a displaced, lost soul. where in the world (i mean, a physical place) do i really wanna live? singapore, melbourne, uk, malaysia? its awful. i guess this is the season that im in. a season where im trying to figure everything all out. my friendships, relationships, work, career, where god is leading me to from here.. and how everything in life fits in together..

…i know my future is in your hands, all of my hopes and dreams and plans, you gave me faith to live and faith to succeed…jeremiah 29:11